Saturday, March 3rd, 2001
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2:49 pm - im moving
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as jwit says-
im a livejournal TRAITOR.
i moved to scribble . nu
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http://dorito.scribble.nu
cool hmm.
if yr ganna miss me; my sn=idolessx
have fun kids. be good.
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Monday, February 26th, 2001
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4:50 pm - slit her slash her ya cant resist her
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i think boys who wear shorts with socks rolled up with long sleeved tshirts and tshirts over that are effin ADORABLE. i wanna give them a big juicy KISS -- yes kids. clicker finally gave me mah blink182 calender and YES that is what tom is wearing in a majority of the pictures. ahah i love tom. i wish someone like HIM went to my school with a cute lip peircing and a nice singing voice,,,,WE NEED SOME NEW BOYS.
well im back in school. EW. lack of sleep sets in. someone said i wasnt seeming myself today in ceramics. cos mostly me + that class get along well; but today was DIFFERENT. i wasnt into like usual. hiding emotions; most probably. yeh, my moms birthday was a couple days ago; and my dads death followed a few days after that - so feburrary isnt my month and tends to bring the "i wish i really meant this laugh". ohwell. what can you do; what happens happens.
last night talking to john; we both are not fascinated by death anymore. i mean saying we lost 389025809324 people. when more people die we are just like OHHHKKKEYYYY. of course it makes me sad as hell; but it doesnt phase as much as it should. i get over it rather quick in some cases. altho there are other cases where i keep crying; and for some reason the tears still come from johns grandpa. not for my own grandpa; but for johns. i dunno its something i would much rather write in my own journal in my room.
ahah im depressing myself now.
im outty. oxox
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Saturday, February 24th, 2001
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1:00 pm - " only posuers fall in love! " " well i guess ima posuer then!!"
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slc punk= great movie.
well last night was a change for a friday night. i worked 5-8; and it was nice. i worked with jen and of course nick has me + jen stationed in two different spots; but she still came and visited me. but then the poop was supposed to wrk till 9; but she got off at 7. loser. ahah she gave me cute bracelets and i like them alot :D
so after work; i got home at like quarter to nine cos im lazy and blahblah. well i went downstairs to tell my gramma that me + five other people frm the store were chosen to go to this rap session with the man who is in charge of all the hunt mangagement stores. i felt special; cos the 5 other people are really good workers and are in service club; or soon to be. plus -- you get PAID for this which is awesome. so as i was telling her she tells me that john calls. well whatever ; i go upstaris and get ready to watch popular and the phone rings. ITS JOHNNNY. well he says ; " mel me + shaps are comming over! " so i explained that we only have 2 vcrs, and they are all being used. well my friends ; movie night was at johns house. shaps came and picked me up with a carful or john; terryann + clicks. we blasted mel c as we headed to the movie rental place. we had one movie in mind - slc punk. and boy oh BOY. whatta gjwiogjw movie.
it started out strange ; which lead to shaps talking every five seconds. john set him straight and told him to SHUT THE FUCK UP and shaps listened. then he got interested. however the part that lost me was when steve-o was trippin on the acid and then went to the party in the basement???. but all in all - a good movie. its def ganna be with empire records for the next movie. and of course mel ruins the movie -- BOB DIES. ohmygod talk about crying. bob was my favourite character cos he was funny + smart + CUTE + he looked like mat. i was home by 11;07. and shaps had about 3minutes to get to his house -- i hope ya made it hon :D
im honestly surprised my gramma let me go. all i had to do was say ; can i go to johns ; shaps can pick me up and take me home. she said yeh. she didnt say BE HOME BY THEN [my curfew is 11;30] and she didnt say WHOSE GANAN BE AT HIS HOUSE. she just let me go. pretty straight up ; i think she just wanted me outta the house.
well actually - the next movie night should consist of fight club + slcpunk. and this time maybee we can start watching the movies EARLIER and not have shaps talk about rings the whole night :D
oxox be good ; smile.
current mood: hungry
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Friday, February 23rd, 2001
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12:21 pm - " why am i going to get fatt---BOOOBIESSS but yr too young! "
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yes im quoting blinkerssss18THREEE. ahahah.
well today was eventful.
i got myself up @ 9 and played in the snow. while my grandpa shoveled i attempted to make a snowman; but the snow = too thin. sad. well it was nice and then we headed over to my aunts house [who is comming home frm cali tommorow - wooo!] to shovel her house and make it pretty. i love the snow its so cute.
so i came home and it was like 10. i watched rosie and fell in love w/ dido. that cd and moby are on my cd list. i later then came online; got a hilarouis email frm jen about ikea+"dan" frm work. and then i got a survey frm john which made me sad and laugh w/ the "shaps car - goin 90!" szaps is the man! hes so cute i miss hangin with him. i think im ganna call john today and see if him + the s wanna watch EMPIRE RECORDS. ahah ill never frget the time they came over to watch it and we went to king kullen to get food and who else but SEAN is wrking and i was like OHMAN you are employed! and we had a reunion and then we went back to my house and watched E.R and szaps wouldnt take his eyes off the tv and me and john were just reciting the movie and making fun of shaps and he was clueless. aw; i miss those days.
the mailman is here - woooo. he made it in the snow.
so me + my gramma are somewhat friendly again. not like we ever WEREN'T but she just isn't down with me + my ideas and so on. so fights have come up but its all better now. i saw that my little cousins communion is the day after my prom at like 10;30 in the morning. so i told my gramma, you know like JULIAS COMMUNION IS RIGHT AFTER MY PROM!? and im expected to go to everything in my family and communions are a big thing and its a big party and my gramma said " well yer excused " which was nice. so at dinner we had a nice conversation about prom, and my gramma said "why dont you want a new dress?" see i love my sweet16 dress. cos its PINK and its poofy and i figured my gramma didnt want me to get a new one saying the sweet16 dress was 100something$ and i told her frm day1 i would wear it to my prom. well we talked about it; and she said she would pay fr a new one which made me happy. so to estelles we go on wendsday. and then im ganna take my gramma out to dinner after that; cos i feel bad about being mean to her over vacation and then having her be willing to get me a $too much money dress that ill only wear once. i wanna get a cute dress. probably something PINK or BLACK or PURPLE with cute maryjanes! depending on the length; but i really want maryjanes! my biggest worry is BEING TALL cos that would bite. but the good thing is - having yr date be like 6'3. ahaha its good ; hes excited about it.
nothing else is NEW. blahblahblah. i was talking to this girl last night online who i will most likey never talk to again but anyway. she was telling me about NFG+GOOD CHARLOTTE w/ fenixtx. ahah what a cool show. however minus fenixtx add blink that would be nice. cos fenixtx is BLINK. i dont like them that much; they were good umm a couple years ago but now they CHANGED. altho atom is sexy as hell and i have that boys geetarpic and im determined to put it on a necklace. i also have damons pennies. ahahah. how cute. this girl also had atoms pic and i think she thought i cared. AHAHAH girls=assholes. i swear.
i fell asleep watching my movie last night. i think im ganna call mah tallbobjohn now.
xoox have fun in yr snow.
and you do realize; if we had school today it would have been cancelled and its a friday! a three day weekend how cool.
current mood: determined
current music: peggy sue - blink18THREE.
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Thursday, February 22nd, 2001
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5:09 pm - " ew i would never fck him; hes fat! "
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those are just some of the wonderful quotes the lyssa has said to me while watching ricki lake. she is great.
i went to the mall today w/ THE LYSSA. saw the hot b182 look a like working at auntie annes. woo hello secksay! headed over to mcdonalds. became disgusted with what i saw. that is a disgusting mcdonalds lemme tell ya. compared to ours - i wanted to vomit.
i got a cute bag at bakers. it was nice i like it. 9$ cant beat that! i got barbie shoelaces @ hot topic [over priced store. nfg tshirt - 16$ nice try. interpunk = 10$] hmm i also got UNDERWEAR! ahahah very nice. pink w/ conversation hearts. and lastly a sticker that says TRAILER PARK PRINCESS. its blue + glitter. yum. i also got cute bracelets. mostly fr john; but im keeping 3 cos they are cute + colorful.
i gotta start some SEROUIS after shoppingprom. im probably just ganna a nice tank top [like lyssas ROCK one. something with studs probbaly. or glitter. or the billy idol one i saw in hot topic] and either black glitter pants or some kind of skirt. no so sure yet. deft. ganna glam it up tho.
it was ganna be movie night tonight; but its snowing pretty bad. i like snow. but not now. whatever. its a blizzard outside. maybee ill put on my pjs now and get comfy :D i gotta take a shower first;; my grama said im DIRTY. ahahaha fun fight everyone missed.
im out. be good - enjoy the snow. xo
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Monday, February 19th, 2001
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4:04 pm - chicken+ ice cream
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i was updating myself w/ jdawgs journal since today is her birthday and all. well i came across the funniest thing ever;
""And i got to use the LABEL GUN, yo this thing shoots like these plastic things, its so great..SCORE! Anyways, yes moving on, work was cold, and i went around on the new skateboard we got in. Oh we got these shoes called "HEELEYS" its like a sneaker and in the back it has this wheel...i know crazy right? Anyway, the shoes came with this video..any shoe that comes with a video im not buying. It comes with a warning label too! I know you're all excited!""
these shoes just might be a great start for a student view. hmm...
anyway. went out to ruby tuesdays today with my aunt debbie; grandpa; aunt tillie; + taylor and mia. it was nice i must say. we had a bitchy waitress and i had this very tasty chicken finger things. mmmhmm. well then we had baskin robbins and after that; the shopping was ready to happen! i didnt get much. only warm vanilla sugar frm bath + body works and the blinkcd @ sam goody. pretty nice. the damm cd was 21$ WHAT THE HELL; lower yer prices goddamm! i came home, and recieved a letter frm erin + georgette. exciting. yesyes. erin sent me a distillers sticker + rubbie duckie stickers as well as her assortment of izone pictures.
so im sitting here. bored. freezing. i have to wrk tonight. not too fun. 5-8. woowoo nice 3 hours no. im having a vison. strawberries flurried with vanilla ice cream --- mmm. my nose is getting the same feeling it gets when i get a bloody nose...whatever.
i called lyssas cell for the first time today and got this nifty voicemail thing. i must say i was amazed. altho i didnt know what to do after i leave the message & i didnt hear back frm her im wondering if it worked or not. hmm shes having a shopping day today. i miss her ;(
the movie night wont happen tommorow night. imgoing out to dinner to celebrate the wonderful report card. ahaha. hey-- i didnt get my $5 frm mrs reece yet. hmm.
well im out like afat girl in dodge ball - xo mel
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Sunday, February 18th, 2001
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9:07 pm - mechanical romance.
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hello kids.
work today (9-5) was interesting. i was threatened to get FIRED. ahaha rock on nick . hes the best manager ever and when hes pissed. woah. we hired about 5 new boys today. ahah one of them is cute i believe. some little grungy bmx boys came in and jen swooned and said LOOK @ HIS EYES. they were nice and blue. reminded me of THE BLUE STARE from nfg which = me and seans song. never have him sing to you when hes driving.
blockbuster night = tuesday night. its no longer just me + john + shaps. we're opening it up to all. we always watch empire records and eat popcorn (like 5 bags. lol) and drink juice. well now its ganna be more of us ; greg + marissa ; terryann + clicks ; john + company ; + lyssa if she wishes as well as nancy. we're ganna watch empire records and feris bulers day off. all becos we are missing nfg and its my half birthday. :D its ganna be nice.
nice that it was really cold today. BRRRRRR. john emailed me with AWWWW and i felt special. i wanan get the new blinkcd like the LIVE ONE. i swear one day im ganna get it. maybee if i go out this week i will :D
okey im out. xo
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Saturday, February 17th, 2001
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11:06 pm - "how about you go jerk off to nsync with a big banana"
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i dunno who said that to me. but whatever. i thought it was funny.
jenna sent me her journal. heres a sample i think is nice:
"aren't i cliche.
but then again.. aren't we all? the ''i-only-shop-at-one-store-exclusively'' kids, the feminists with boyfriends, the elitists who hate people for doing the things they do, the infatuated girls who hate love... "
shes really smart. her erin and holly and katelenn are my heros. they live upstate and i love them dearly. holly got her internet taken away for about 3 months; and she came back today and no longer is friends with jenna. jenna is in grade 10 and shes cute. holly fights with erin alot, and katelenn fights with erin alot too, but erin never complains about them the way they complain about her. i dont know what to do when they complain about each other. theyre nice i wish they lived here.
i was supposed to close tonight but i got cut. its okey tho. i had to babysit the devils yesterday. ew i dont remember falling asleep but i did and was awoken by the mother. talk about awkward.
YUCCCK today i woke up @ 1pm. ew. then i went out with my gramma and i got these cute earrings for my prom dress. they are long and silver and ever glamrockish. they were on sale for 99cents. who can beat that.
my aunt is in california now. my cousin is leaving on monday for the cruise. hes missing a week of school. bastard he is. i think we are going to new hampshire over spring break. ask lyssa why im going. ahah ima loser. me + lyssa butt had a nice valentines day. i enjoyed it :D we made brownies which could have knocked yr teeth out.
im talking to alan now. we're having a nice conversation about working with kevin + ray. maybe we can add bryan in as well. me + ray constantly make fun of each other which is accepted. well kevin starts, and me and kevin got into a huge fight awhile back. well now things are okey with me and kevin, but when hes with ray hes a dick. when rays not with kevin hes really nice. but when kevins around hes a dick. well bryan is starting and tonight he says MELISSA GO HOME. and thinks its funny cos ray always says that to me. it doesnt make sense unless you know the 3 of them and knew how they are hippocrites and are the most immature beings @ mcdonalds. im angry with all three of them and will have no problem saying bye to them when i leave mcdonalds. we have about 5 new boys who start working this week. im sure they will be better then the annoying ones.
well im tired. im going to go. xoxox
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Thursday, February 15th, 2001
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10:05 pm - do you remember when we
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use to talk on the phone for hours....
how cute is effin nfg! i gotta make kristin her tape tonight ;D ahhaha we made up the song...riiiight.
how cute is reuniting with mike limpin. hes my GOD. ahaha i miss the tall loser. he makes me laugh hes funny. our friendship 1 year anniversary is soon. ahahha,,,,and our SIXTEEN AND A HALF birthday is in a couple days and we're excited!
im bored. dhumdrum. i had my tutoring with " mister yuen " today. it went well. im a trig nerd :D i got a 100 on his test. go me.
ew theres too much sugar in this hot coco. i really did get sick from those heart thing yesterdays, ew. vomit.
i have nothing interesting to say. work is shitty. i think ricardo wants to fire me cos i have attitude. sucks to be him.
goodnight xo
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Wednesday, February 14th, 2001
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10:37 am - happy lovey day. . .
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im in the library now bored. supposed to be doing some niceass journalism articles but im far too lazy for that. bleh. i feel sick. i think i ate one too many dumb candy sugar hearts things. i got my valentines from kristen. ahaha we are cool.
wise's class is in here now. memories of the survival project with mr wok. ahaha,, ewok isnt in school today, how sad is that? i even have a valentine for him.
i spent my whole night making valentines and getting ready for today instead of doing any of my homework. i think im ganna go visit hermers in art now. xo
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Tuesday, February 13th, 2001
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8:32 pm - i wonder if my grandparents still know i HAVE A FLUTE;;
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i have 64 valentines all ready to hand out :D its mah holiday and im excited!! i like it alot even tho im a lonley ass. its ganna be nice. lyssa is comming home with me and we are going to walk up town and shes ganna get her nails done and ill watch and then we'll come back here and do something nice and then cook brownies and eat them and dinner and then itll be nice!! best girlfriend valentines day parties!!!$@!
im bored. i had to babysit and the little girls got me a big red heart BOX filled with chocolate!!$! yummers. my gramma made chicken tonight and it had wine on it and it tasted funny.
x weeks to prom!
rawr.
i have nothing to say. nothing exciting happened in school today. i wish something rad happened but nothing did. i have valentines fr like everyone and their mother tommorow. its lame-o. road rules is on tonight :D JAMES
its hard to write a entry and talk to lyssa on the phone @ the same time. . . . . .
she has fugly gym tommorow while im in lunch with hermers.
IM DYING ahahah hermers!!!
i cant wait to VALENTINES DAY!! i wish i had a boy who was getting me a TEDDY BEAR,,, its okey tho
xo
current mood: excited
current music: talking to LYSSA
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Monday, February 12th, 2001
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6:04 pm - i smell like warm vanilla sugar
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how great is that cream!? i love it! anytime i get my journal back frm jen it smells like that and its really hot. i like it alot. mmrawr,,, how much does it blow corvino is leaving. he was the best teacher i had. and hes the most honest person when it comes to reading yr writing. he makes sat prep far more interesting; and hes always there for a good laugh. well of course; we get fucked over again,,and the ap kids no longer have a teacher. it sucks;; he doesnt seem like the person who would screw kids over like this,,,but he is. hes making himself happy--and hurting everyone else.
i got a wonderful email from alex yesterday :D it made perfect sense hun...
and whats up with these emails from freddie?! hes confusing the HELL outta me.
someething is wrong with herman,,cos he wasnt looking too well and almost died in lunch. and tom was a little moody too and it wasnt the same good ole times that it was last week. how great is failing the math test this morning? ugh.
form -- aww. how sad looking is he on his little crutches. j;straaik almost ran him over in the hallway and form was like WHAT ARE YOU DOING STOP IM HERE STOP RUNNING it was hilarous.
valentines day is soon!! me + kristin exchanged locker combos and we're ganna put ITEMS in each others locker. and george didnt wana be left out, so hes expecting things as well. and then lisa face is ganna come over and we are ganna have a nice BESTGIRLFRIEND holiday together. then its 2 more days left and im done :D off for a week. my plans for vacation: none.
how great is that.
well friday night im babysitting till like 2am. ew. so saturday im just ganna sleep and hopefully work with *ALEX* (ahahha jen!!) if not - ill most likely be off. well then im ganan work sunday probably with theevilkevin+ray and then comes RELAX. church sunday and then monday - sleep. tuesday i dont think im going to the show. its sad cos i love nfg to point where i cant xplain it cos they are my soundtrack to life and they are amazing live, i just dont have money to spend on tickets. i have this ugly prom & 2 months to pay for 2 tickets, 2 seats on a bus, 2 after party expenses, my hair, accessories, and a after prom THING,,,ughughugh. too much money.
so smack finally yelled at me and lisa. ahahah ASSHOLE. i cant even get into that one....
nice humping my leg lisa :D
im out. xo
current mood: horny
current music: ahahha IM HORNY, im not but its funny.
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Sunday, February 11th, 2001
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1:58 pm - im always dressed to kill
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snow tubing is CRAZY!
dude lemme tell ya going down mountains with kate is CRAZY times 380962 cos we are wellplanned and have cool ways going down. and me+hallie beat vin! woo. it was alot of fun,,i enjoyed myself. evenwhen i got the bloody nose. i dont know how i got it but i bleed for like 10minutes STRAIGHT and blood was pouring out of my nose. oh yeh this is great. mel stuck on top of a mountain with her first bloody nose. i had gotten unattached from the snowtub left and had to walk up the mountain so i think that did it. all in all; it was fun. i was up at 4am and slept on the way there, and the way back.
me + erin are pro snow tubers tho. we rock hard. we cut the line. we dont listen to the man that says NO MORE THEN 2. she laughs funny.
im really excited for prom. its like 2 months away... :D i dont know what got me so excited. probably the mass emails igot this weekend. lol, george is great. "" people have a tendency to strip at beaches "" ahahah i had my gramma read that and then she commented on georges "" we can all smoke crack "" and then in the middle of this with grace being mad and then george pissed cos no one responded after he took charge and told us where we're going after prom you get steph with ""hi guys. i have 2 cats. im telling you in case you are allegeric"" ahahah oh my god i pissed my pants. and then comes jerry with ""what music gets you in the groove?" and alex with "" i dance to anything!! "" and then grace comes back with ""poofy dresses are ganna be bad"" i know if you read this; you most likey got the emails but dude they were hilarous. georges first one tho got it all started. and amanda -- "" what if some of us dont want to go to the dance club? "" and then theres mels email "" i have a poofy dress! but i can have a bbq at my house and WHAT TIME IS THE PROM?? "" i can bet you the largest amount of money that sean will die in a train crash and all will be sad. or else itll get delayed by like an hour. ill probably be in school till like lunch; and then from there get my hair done, my nails, my toes, and etc. i heard 6;30 was prom? but you gotta leave like an hour and half or something for pictures...so i have no clue what time to tell sean who is going through a midlife crisis at the present and i dont wanan make him miss a whole day of school so i dunno what to tell him.
yes. its offical im excited for prom. i have my dress and my shoes and im ganna start buying jewlery soon and then comes the WHAT AM I GANNA WEAR AFTER PROM situation. thats when mel+als shopping day comes in handy. im probably ganan get some kind of nice black pants with something on them; and a sparkly shirt. im ganan start looking for silver+pink bracelets soon and a silver necklace soon and some kind of earrings, depends on how my hair is done.
i have sucha headache. we have a new menu at work. its cute. we have these weird yougurt things with blueberrys + peanuts. they look scary. i was up today at SIX,. and yesterday at FOUR. how gross. i wanted ray to get my sick but he wouldnt. me + kevin have some kind of ammends. we arent FRIENDS again,,we are talking and being nice. which was nice saying it was 6;45 in the morning.
thats really it. i got some hw to do. be good. xo
current mood: anxious
current music: black and blue - new found glory
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Friday, February 9th, 2001
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3:29 pm - alright....
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heres the thing.
im sick of these DUMB anoymous journal entries.
therefore im only allowing jackasses with accounts to comment.
no one ever comments but you get the drift. its not that im hurt that someone said " YOU'RE A FAT & UGLY LOSER " its that i think its fucking IMMATURE,,i dont care who you are, and if i know you and you wanan admit you did it, then get the fucking balls. i dont know if its some dumb joke someones playing or not but it just shows the maturity of levels of some jackasses.
i dont tolerate shit like this. especially since we're all SOMEWHAT old and supposedly mature. so cut the shit, cos babythings like this are ganna get you nowhere in life...
i can see saying ONCE melissa your a loser. melissa blah blah. but fucking typing it 85932 times shows that .... hmmmm maybee YER THE ONE WITH NO LIFE. unless if yer ganna comment with something nice, i am not the loser here. your the one who has time to do shit like this.
so grow up. get a life. and if im friends with you -- sorry. but it is the truth.
whatever. im out.
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Thursday, February 8th, 2001
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8:54 pm - milkshakes+hotcoco - MIXED!
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one good thing about mcdonalds is their excellent hot coco + cinnaROLLS,,,i think thats the only thing im guarenteed to leave my job with. i am addicited to this STUFF which is fattening. ahaha. oh well.
anyway,,speaking of mickeydees. me+jen write each other week long journal entries in a diary. its alot of fun; and i enjoy reading her entries. we are kind of HMM whats the word. beginers and we need to get another journal so we can switch off everyother week,,well its nice and its funny and she has a new student in her class who is JAYSON and she likes a bmxer who has his nipple;eyebrow;tongue + ears peirced. mmm sounds GOOD. we have nicknames fr like EVERYTHING. her bmxer is BOB. ahaha alex.marvin.PANDA!
john di came into work today in his little JERSEYS and earrings + rings and UNSHAVENNESS and jeans and fjgiwejgw AWWWW i miss him;;;ricardo was mean to me tonight.
my favorite manager NOW is erica;colleen+nick.
everyone else is gasgssgdja. i liked julie but shes still in fl with her hubby ;(
dude how KICKFUCKINGASS was dawsons creek?!? i knew they were going to kiss and right away i speeddialed lisas number. me and lisas wendsday night traditions are; after evrey commeerical i call her and we talk about the show and as soon as it starts we say ILLCALLYOUBACKLATER really fast. i like it. next wendsday = [ Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<font valentinesday</font>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] one good thing about mcdonalds is their excellent hot coco + cinnaROLLS,,,i think thats the only thing im guarenteed to leave my job with. i am addicited to this STUFF which is fattening. ahaha. oh well.
anyway,,speaking of mickeydees. me+jen write each other week long journal entries in a diary. its alot of fun; and i enjoy reading her entries. we are kind of HMM whats the word. beginers and we need to get another journal so we can switch off everyother week,,well its nice and its funny and she has a new student in her class who is JAYSON and she likes a bmxer who has his nipple;eyebrow;tongue + ears peirced. mmm sounds GOOD. we have nicknames fr like EVERYTHING. her bmxer is BOB. ahaha alex.marvin.PANDA!
john di came into work today in his little JERSEYS and earrings + rings and UNSHAVENNESS and jeans and fjgiwejgw AWWWW i miss him;;;ricardo was mean to me tonight.
my favorite manager NOW is erica;colleen+nick.
everyone else is gasgssgdja. i liked julie but shes still in fl with her hubby ;(
dude how KICKFUCKINGASS was dawsons creek?!? i knew they were going to kiss and right away i speeddialed lisas number. me and lisas wendsday night traditions are; after evrey commeerical i call her and we talk about the show and as soon as it starts we say ILLCALLYOUBACKLATER really fast. i like it. next wendsday = <font color="red"VALENTINESDAY</font> and we are ganna celebrate it at my HOUSE and watch dawsons creek and eat brownies and do something fun.
i dont reallty have anything else EXCITING. newfoundgloryis SOLDOUT kids.
LOVEEEE IS ANOTHERRRR WORD FR REGRETTTTTT
i have no clue which song on the s/t cd that is on. i think the 3rd one. but its stuck in my head. jen said "" im starting to like new found glory"" GO JENNNNNY. woowoo.
me+nancy are the new found glory losers. we have all the cds and know all the songs by heart.
saves the day is the soundtrack to my life.
i went with stef to college and career and resource room place today and we had fun. well i did at least. i washed off the mess tom made on my hands. i took his ruler in lunch and wrote in BLUE CRAYOLA marker -- TOMS MARKER. i started hitting him with it on the lunch line & he got mad and shoved it in his pocket. well we sit down to eat and he says WHAT THE FUCK IS ON MY HANDS?? and he has TOMS MARKER on his hands. well he looks around and its on his WHITE SHIRT. uhoh. well he was mad and attacked me with the marker.i had blue all over me. on my shirt on my fork on a peice of lettuce and ALL OVER MY HANDS.
i thought of chris and "" i have blue on me, I AM A BLUE MAN "" from when we saw the blue man group. it was funny.
erin has a cute journal. i like hers its funny. she doesnt write alot but she gets her point across.
VENTURES MEETING TODAY. ahahaha WHATTHEHELL. is up with phs & POEMS THAT RYTHME?!??! love poems that rythme none theless. CRAZY,,we have like 5 AMAZING peices going into ventures and one peice of art. which that peice of art is AMAZING,,,,kc is the man. he can also write.
so GET YR ASSES OUT;;and start submitting into ventures. we need it.
XOXOX goodnight
current mood: melancholy
current music: enjoying the silence;;
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Wednesday, February 7th, 2001
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6:50 pm - waiting to be kissed;;waiting to be LOVED.
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hello comrades.
how great is wearing pink+red. ahaa. i love it.
today was an okey day. i didnt play gym just BECAUSE. and how cool is it that me; herms; hera; matt+ jay didnt play and we didnt get a UNEXCUSED. score that! gotta love the new gym teacher. so me + hermer + jay talked about LONDON cos we all wanna go. and then we talked about tattoos and i said I WANNA HAVE KC DESIGN MINE and apperently everyone + their mother liked that idea,,ahaha too bad hes my DESIGNER. he has a year+a half to make something nice for my lower back. i want stars + more stars + lines. its a nice way to remember high school; and VENTURES and hes a talented artist.
speaking of ventures...
im ganna submit stuff WOOO;; its all about a freeverse THING;; its dumb its not even prose. its fiction about flowers.
i wrote on mikes locker after school. hes funny he has shingles scars. gjiweojYUCK,,,today was a newspaper mtg as usual. i gave jwits baby a fucking ABUSE#@%@# i feel bad. all i did was fix its collar and it went CRAZY cos its dumb and thought i was holding it wrong.
next mtg im ganna bring a video camera + me+jwit are ganna have fun with her panic button. be careful. BE AFRAID.
alright; nice that mrs ross completly lost me in math. i dont even pay attention anymore im just GONE. out there. however im done with my projects in ceramics. i said FUCKIT after 6 inches on my pot. and my plate is ugly. i wish we could eat off of it. im an ass for not taking studio in art. if i would have taken that; i could have had a nice schedule next year with SCULPTURE AND CERAMICS,,and the class where they use pastels. i like art,, i cant draw people i can draw scenes. i wanna make jewlery. im looking at some college and you can major in JEWLERY MAKING howfuckingRADDDD! i think its the univ. of the arts. which must be a BITCH to get in but they do major in jrnalism and its in pa i think and i wanan go tehre really bad,,.
i was debating whether to take jrnalism again for internship or social work but i think im ganna stick with my jrnalism cos thats where my heart it set. TO WRITE,, social work is a depressing feild and i dont think i would have the patience.
my cousin timmy is majoring in ART and hes really good. so is my cousin chris; he wanted to be a art teacher but he smoked up too much and FLUNKED OUTTA SCHOOL. ahaha sucks to be him. and greg is talented with PASTELS and black and white and painting and computer graphics and NEEDLEWORK ahah but hes majoring in HISTORY; i believe. and tree is WHO KNOWS i think gym teacher and amy is graduate of everything and a cmputer something or another and lives in soho. my aunt is a ILLUSTRATOR+WRITER for childrens books and my other aunt does staind glass work,,,and my mom was a FLORIST person who did that and my gramma does QUILTS and my little cousin julia+gina draw better then me. thats where the ART is in muh family.
how fucking scary is tom+domin singing GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS in lunch and hearing the song in ceramics and having chris sing it at the top of his lungs?? ahahah i was DYING it was pure enjoyment.
saturday = snowtubing. BIG CHEESY FUN TIMES!! i had red boots and blue pants and a bluer coat. and theres ganna be SNOWBOARDERS there.
dawsons creek tonight :D i think im ganna have ice cream to celebrate joey + pacey.
have a good night. xo
current mood: excited
current music: ballad for the lost romantics - new*found*glory
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Tuesday, February 6th, 2001
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4:25 pm - i dont want them THIN
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please remember those were my last words.
ugh ew.
i came to terms today. and i finally accepted it. jdog will be leaving us soon. possibly to hawaii. im ganna miss you dude.
i wanna move my site journal thing. but itll suck cos i wont have the TRADITION going or something. so ill stick through livejournal.com; i have to babysit later. ew.
my aunt + cousins are moving ;( i dont know where but they are moving. sad times.
so how annoying is social issues now? ugh;; its so gross. however my math seat in math is pretty nice.
lauren; im sorry we had school today. the plows were against us though.
see ya later. xo
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Monday, February 5th, 2001
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7:30 pm - i have mad cow disease;;
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ahahaha people are so mature.
most deft.
cavities are dumb & ugly. im listening to new found glory. cos thats always a given. mel + nfg.
dude nice that
1. a freshman cut us [me + lisa] off today and he said WHAT THE FUCK like he owns the school.
2. some sophmore who sports the PANTERA im gothic im really cool wear had on a new found glory shirt. NICE THAT he likes them cos hes a krock nerd. and you dont like metallica + nfg cos thats metal + emo. and thats just dumb to mix the two together.
3. it snowed. dude it was a blizzard. hopefully NO SCHOOL TOMMOROW.
i think i might move to OPENDIARY*com
cos jen told me to.
anyway im out. laters xo
current mood: amused
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Sunday, February 4th, 2001
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3:05 pm - an ode to no one.
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the smashing pumpkins cd can be simply ADDICITING im not joking. its good stuff.
anyway. all weekend i have NOT talked to my grama. cos shes a tank and she xplodes at nothing. well guess who becomes my best friend today. oh yeh you bet it. serousily it always happens to me;; she yells at me for NOTHING + its dumb and im making a bigger deal out of it then i should be. whateversgjewigwe.
i wanan go to LONDON so bad. im going after college thats a fact. but i wanna go NOW. before college. every spring break we go SOMEWHERE. and its always been a blast. eating at resturants everynight. going shopping. meeting new people. and just having FUN out of ny state is GREAT;; i like it i really do.
the best trip = BERMUDA. that was just beautiful.
i wanna go somewhere EXOTIC next year. cos it will be my last vacation with the family probably. take GREG for example. missing a WEEK of school to go on a CRUISE. score that. how much do i wish i could do that next year? its just him ; his parents + my cousin amy. timmy isnt going i dont know why. but i think what would be nice is a cruise next year for ME. or at least somewhere nice like LONDON or ITALY or BAHAMAS. altho its pricey $$ we can afford it and i wanan do it. this summer im not going anywhere. between drivers ed + work im ganna be busy. well not really. actually i think my gramma has made it clear that its all about COLLEGE TOURS + COLLEGE LOOKING either spring break or summer. which means we'll be going upstate and pa and va and maine and vermont and everywhere. my gramma = wants to get me outta the house asap.
so ive let mcdonalds know that im GONE after august. its not that far away. ive grown such a bond with the people there; and it is a great job but its time i move on. ive already been there 7months and it doesnt even feel like that. the thought of leaving the managers will be sad; cos i dont think you will EVER find managers like them again. the just dont give a shit what you do and dont make you do something if you dont want to. they just ask that you smile and be nice to the customer. we're a triple A store guys - theres nothing wrong with us. except once yr a senior; YOU LEAVE.
jon i is different tho. jon i SCREAMS mcdonalds worker. i think he'll always be there cos he loves it and hes good at his job. hes a senior and hes 18. i have a dance for him
marc quit. so hes done. ;(
and that was it for the seniors. the jrs are all service club workers. except for me + alan + chrispy + chris d + lisa.
the sophmores. they are nice. ill have to say ill miss jen the most. its not like im quitting now; but the thoughts of leaving there are always with me.
i would LOVE to be a camp counselor; but drivers ed = like 7am and camp = 9 to 3pm. i can do it but it would be risky. ive been thinking of doing that and just giving myself NO LIFE AT ALL and stick with mcdonalds for weekends. but nah. i need time to sleep + time off.
[ please dont ask why im blabbing on & on about jobs ]
HMMMM... nancy is crazy;; i called her today and she let me in on some INSIDE SCOOPvjaigewji ahahah EW nancypants. that is WOW. i was half tempted to call muhmike limpinwalker today but i couldnt find the kids number. so i called alex and shes no where to be found. and then the INSIDE SCOOP CALLED ME ;;; ahahaha. oh man. if i could tell.
next week = snow tubing :D i cant wait.
me + heather are ganna have a blast.
alright. im ganna go. jens not off of work till like LATE. 4 i think. and i gotta call them and take off fr another day. gjieow blah. alrighty. xo
current mood: optimistic
current music: swing kids sdtrk.
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Saturday, February 3rd, 2001
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8:46 pm - can i call you sweetheart;;im in love with you.
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so me and my grandpa came to the conclusion that my gramma is going crazy. evreyone should be afraid to go in a car with her; cos me + him both are sure as hell willing to walk.
today going to work; my life was almost OVERWITH. my gramma cannot drive and the proof is the broken rear view mirror on the passenger side. now im not ganna say the whole thing was her fault; but she is part to blame. however if i say that; a huge argument will arise becos she is ALWAYS RIGHT no matter what. and its hard to live with someone who thinks they are always right. she just fights over anything and everything lately. and shes been doing it for awhile. ever since christmas shes had something wrong with her and FLIPS OUT and thinks shes right and shes stubborn and i cant wait to LEAVE. i mean dont get me wrong; i love my gramma dearly but when she gets in one of those moods im scared for my life. she can say harsh things and i really dont wanna put up with it; but i do.
anyway.
today was john dis last day. INSERT SAD FACE HERE. dude it was sad. it really was. and the fact that i cant go to dinner tommorow makes me madder. and my whole weekend sucked. i woke up today at like two. who the hell wakes up that late. i dont know why. probably cos i went to bed at like 3. but still. i wanted to go to the mall today cos i wanted to get bath + body wors lotion and something else cos i have gift cards there; but you know. i live with someone who hates driving to the mall on weekends.
i think that umm part of raising a teenager is being willing to DRIVE PLACES but of course not in my household. and becos of that; i should get my permit so i can take drivers ed. i have my book tho; so theres a start.
i ate my chicken nuggets today. and now i have my hot coco and cinnabunn. its really healthy.
as i was reading lindas journal. i came across a funny thing. the time joe straaiks pen xploded. ahahah thats something that will make me laugh. dudue that kid was so xcited he smered the ink all over his aarms and was screaming and interupted MF's lesson. it was great. something to reflect on.
i wanna watch my best friends wedding tonight. so im out. keep it real. xo
current mood: pissed off
current music: lily - smashing pumpkins
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